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Re: Shore Leave
« Reply #780 on: January 14, 2019, 09:59:06 AM »

Tomorrow 15/01/19 back to Gran Canaria, we will feel a few days at a distance, time to restore the internet connection :D
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Re: Shore Leave
« Reply #781 on: January 24, 2019, 10:53:01 PM »

 For the next 3 days I will be away with family and won't be back until Tuesday the 29th. Tomorrow is Australia day and Monday the Public holiday so I'm taking a much needed rest by command of Mum. It will be like Xmas all over as Mum and Dad, my two sisters and their families and my brother with his kids will all be together. I couldn't think of a better way of celebrating.

 
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Re: Shore Leave
« Reply #782 on: January 25, 2019, 11:05:40 AM »

Enjoy your Holiday  :yes:  :cools
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Re: Shore Leave
« Reply #783 on: January 25, 2019, 04:14:31 PM »

then we'll see you soon :yes:
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Re: Shore Leave
« Reply #784 on: February 21, 2019, 12:18:43 AM »

I'm stepping away until next week at least.

I'm unhappy, I feel like a failure as a man, as an employee, and as a human being. I also feel that I'm a belligerent jerk here and wasting everyone's time. But I feel worthless all the way through right now. I'm sorry.
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Re: Shore Leave
« Reply #785 on: February 21, 2019, 12:35:59 AM »

I'm stepping away until next week at least.

I'm unhappy, I feel like a failure as a man, as an employee, and as a human being. I also feel that I'm a belligerent jerk here and wasting everyone's time. But I feel worthless all the way through right now. I'm sorry.

 I know what you're going through, I've been there too many times Cipher. But you need to believe me when I say, your worth here is far greater than I can put into words. I guess that's all I can say as it hurts too much to see a fellow human being feel that way about themselves.
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Re: Shore Leave
« Reply #786 on: February 21, 2019, 03:11:25 AM »

I echo what Mim has said; you're not any of those things you've mentioned yourself being, that you're not a jerk in the slightest. Nor are you worthless on here or in real life. If you need a listening ear, my DM's are always open.
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Re: Shore Leave
« Reply #787 on: February 21, 2019, 04:30:13 AM »

I do not know the reason for your state of mind, but it is not an excuse to get depressed and feel sorry, you have to fight and fight like we do every day. Behind our avatars and characters, people are sometimes very fragile, but we do not get depressed. We force ourselves and we get back on our feet every time life makes us fall
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Re: Shore Leave
« Reply #788 on: February 21, 2019, 03:59:52 PM »

More of a very short respite that I thought I might just throw up here; I'll be disappearing to see fam on Saturday till Monday evening - probably won't be able to come on, but will linger around on discord should I be able to find wifi.
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Re: Shore Leave
« Reply #789 on: February 21, 2019, 08:55:07 PM »

I'm going to hang on for the moment, but there is a lot going on in my life that has been doing some serious mental damage. If I miss something, if I'm out of line, or if I do something that is not what should be done, then I would appreciate being told in a calm and controlled manner, as you would ask of me. I am not the sort of person who it is easier to ask for forgiveness later than ask permission now from.
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Re: Shore Leave
« Reply #790 on: February 21, 2019, 09:11:38 PM »

Hey man. Hey, Cipher. Sorry, I meant to respond earlier. Had a busy two days. Umm, how do I say this...

You're an awesome dude. Your characters are pretty cool. If you ever need to talk, I'm just a PM or two away. I feel like I have to walk on eggshells around people, but I don't have to. I'm pretty chill. Sometimes we have off days, but the thing is to not let it affect us to a point where we have to lash out at people. I used to feel like that in my early days of being in Lost Worlds. They are a pretty forgiving family, and I've gotten better. More chill.

Please stick around. We value your posts and your well being. Also, umm, drink Green tea. Coffee helps, but really seriously. Tea is good. It's part of why I'm feeling chill. Tea is healthier. Sorry...I just don't like coffee. Not anymore  :look

Should go with a slogan like, relax man. Drink green tea. You got this. :cools
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Re: Shore Leave
« Reply #791 on: February 21, 2019, 09:34:47 PM »

I have no idea of what's prompted you to weep over yourself to that level, but whatever it is, I'd like to remind you that this is a game, and games are not the sort of thing you should take seriously. Not too much, anyway.
If you feel that you have found a problem with yourself here, of all places... you didn't, you're good enough.
The problems of our lives, our shortcomings, are not to be found on internet forums, especially on this kind of forum.

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Re: Shore Leave
« Reply #792 on: February 21, 2019, 11:34:00 PM »

 It's a hard come back after those two posts. I can only reiterate what I've said on DM. Cipher you're a much better man than you think you are :) so I will leave you with this.

 
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Re: Shore Leave
« Reply #793 on: March 14, 2019, 02:11:04 AM »

 Advanced notice

 I may only be here for a very few short hours tomorrow so I will try and get done what I can. I will be away then until Monday due to a veterinary conference over the weekend. If anything though changed due to cancellations etc, I will be here as normal.
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Re: Shore Leave
« Reply #794 on: March 14, 2019, 08:38:58 AM »

No problem, if they do not delete the internet platform and technology ... we are still all here :yes:
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